Dear Family and Loyal Blog Readers,
Well I am writing this on Christmas Eve here in Moscow Russia. I can not believe that it is Christmas time once again on my mission, last year seems like it was just a few months ago, but alas another year has passed away, almost completely imperceptibly it seems.
On Saturday we had our stake Christmas concert. Everybody told us that we sounded pretty good. Our last song of the night was "O Holy Night" which was sung by a combined missionary/stake choir with live string accompaniment. I wonder if the choir director knew that that was my very favorite Christmas song. It was such a thrill to sing with all of my friends, missionaries and Russians.
Christmas has taken on a somewhat different meaning for me this year. Last year I remember thinking a lot about how different it was from American Christmas and mostly my thoughts were centered upon the eventual death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. However, this Christmas I have been thinking about what Christmas means to me. Maybe I'm getting older, but lately I've been looking for something of a deeper and more ecclesiastical meaning behind this season.
A few days ago I was reading in the Book of Mormon, in 3 Nephi to be precise. In the first chapter, as you probably remember, Nephi, the prophet was confronted by a huge problem. As all the faithful believers were waiting for the sign of Christ's birth, the wicked arranged a plan to kill all the believers if the sign did not come. Nephi goes into the woods to pray to find out what he needs to do. Now from the record:
12 And it came to pass that he cried mightily unto the Lord all that day; and behold, the voice of the Lord came unto him, saying:
13 Lift up your head and be of good cheer; for behold, the time is at hand, and on this night shall the sign be given, and on the morrow come I into the world, to show unto the world that I will fulfil all that which I have caused to be spoken by the mouth of my holy prophets.
14 Behold, I come unto my own, to fulfil all things which I have made known unto the children of men from the foundation of the world,
I was really struck by the phrase: "Lift up your head and be of good cheer" and I kept thinking about it. Christmas for me this year has taken on a motif of hope and cheer. That is what Christ's birth is to me, it is the sign that the world has hope, that we can change and we can be perfected. Christmas is a time of joy and happiness, when we can meet with our family and friends and be happy, but ultimately, all of this comes from the bright hope that Christ lived, and still lives today, and through his life and his atonement we all have a chance. This life is not hopeless, there is a hope, and that hope is Christ. The world will become a better place and someday at Christmas we will all live in peace, without bitterness, anger, or desolation. All will be made right in Christ.
I was thinking about this as we sang in the choir on Saturday night and when we sung the line of 'O Holy Night' (in Russian): "... the weary world rejoices.." Although most people here really don't care about Christmas, I can see a certain light in the members, and in the people in the audience on Saturday. Although they are weary, they can rejoice, because they all know one thing for sure, that Christ came for them and thus they can life up their heads and rejoice.
This is what Christmas means to me this year. Outwardly, I can't tell that it is Christmas. There are no Christmas lights, a few Christmas trees, and my Christmas package from my family has yet to show up, but I think that for me, it is the hope of Christ that has made my season quite special.
Well, I hope you don't mind me rambling. This week was otherwise uneventful. The world didn't end on December 21st (or did it....) and the ward made each missionary a little Christmas gift bag (which for some reason seemed like one of the nicest things that a ward has done for me). Christmas is tomorrow, and I hope you all have a great holiday! Remember: "The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear" (and as missionaries we've been going Christmas Carol/Contacting quite frequently this week). Have a good one!
С Рождеством от России!
Merry Christmas from Russia!
Elder Zachery Brasier