I must apologize, because on my last P-Day in Russia I didn't have any time to write an e-mail and thus this blog does not really have a conclusion, and all good stories should have a conclusion shouldn't they? Thus, this is my conclusion.
I don't know if I can really write anything ground break on this occasion. Most of you have already read quite a few of these letters and thus I hope that you can already feel the love that I have for the people of Russia and have been able to experience just a little bit of what it is like over their. But, to sum things up, here is my welcome home talk. During it I elaborated on the thoughts a little more, but here is the basic talk I gave:
Brothers and Sisters one of the fundamental principles of
the gospel of Jesus Christ is faith. Faith, as described in the scriptures is “not
a perfect knowledge” (Alma 32:26) rather it is in “things which arebhoped for
and cnot seen
(Ether 12:6). Faith has two components, a passive belief in things not seen an
active attempt to live by those things on which we believe for as we read that “ afaith, if it
hath not bworks, is dead,
being alone” (James 2:17) and always works by the principles of love (Galatians
5:6). Faith is the underlining principle of missionary effort as young
missionaries go out, believing in what they do, and demonstrating by their
actions that they truly do believe.
When we go out on missions, our faith is weak, yet through
the many experiences our faith grows. The same principle applies to all church
members. Necessarily, actual experiences are required to grow our faith. Like
the rubber band, we need to be stretched and extended in order to reach the
full potential of our faith.
The master course on this process is found in the Book of
Mormon, Alma 32. Here Alma compares the growing of faith to the growing of a
seed to a tree. I have long thought about this comparison. Why did he use the
seed? The easy answer is that he was speaking to a primarily agricultural
people, and they were familiar the metaphor. But I think he had something else
in mind. In very visual terms, Alma is trying to tell us that faith always
starts out small and simple. Really during the extent of our lives there will
be always some part of our faith that can be classified as small and simple. In
order to better understand the small and simple seed, lets look at another
reference, another story.
Alma is also well known for writing letters to his sons. In
the letter to his son Helaman, (and please insert the word faith after “Small
and Simple”) he writes: “behold I say unto you, that by bsmall and
simple things are great things brought to pass; and small means in many
instances doth confound the wise. And the Lord God doth work by ameans to
bring about his great and eternal purposes; and by very bsmall means
the Lord dothcconfound the
wise and bringeth about the salvation of many souls.” (Alma 37:6-7)
Now Alma isn’t just pulling this comparison out of thin air.
Actually he is making a reference to an earlier event, where something small
and simple had a great influence for
good.
You will recall that the Book of Mormon starts with the
story of Lehi and his family leaving Jerusalem and travelling to the promised
land. After a few adventures ending with the acquiring of the scriptures and
some wives, they end up wandering around the wilderness. Now, I’ve never tried
to navigate in the deserts of the Middle East, but I assume it is quite
difficult using 600 BC equipment (if somebody knows differently, please inform
me after the meeting) and thus the Lord gives them a compass, the Liahona.
Listen to Nephi’s words describing this compass:
“And it came to pass that I, Nephi, beheld the pointers
which were in the ball, that they did work according to the afaith and
diligence and heed which we did give unto them. And there was also
written upon them a new writing, which was plain to be read, which did give
us aunderstanding concerning
the ways of the Lord; and it was written and changed from time to time,
according to the faith and diligence which we gave unto it. And thus we see
that by bsmall means
the Lord can bring about great things.” (1 Nephi 16:28-29)
Sound familiar?
So what is Nephi trying to tell us? Small and simple. Small,
probably because it was portable, I mean, it had to fit on the back of at least
a camel. Simple because, for all of its inherent beauty and majesty,
mechanically, this compass was no different than the magnetic compasses that
the Boy Scouts theoretically learn how to use. However, this compass did not work
by the principles of magnetism. The reason that the Liahona was so special is
that it was influence by God’s power and thus had a great ability to temporally
save Lehi and his family.
In the quest for spiritual salvation where faith is such a
key principle, we must be aware of the small and simple Liahona’s that crop up
in our lives. As members, we can be very easily tempted to lay off future faith
building for no other purpose than the precieved flatness of our current
experiences. We need not wait for a miracle or some incredibly inspiring sermon
to grow our faith. If we do this, we will spiritually handicap ourselves.
Rather, the key is to take the small and simple things in life and turn them
into great faith building experiences.
On my mission, I had many such experiences. My mission had
no climax. There was no single overarching moment where I got zapped with faith
lightning and suddenly moved a mountain. Instead, many small moments contributed
to the faith that I now have. I wish to share 3 of them. Now these are not
ground breaking, they are not stories of a complex miracle they will probably
never be in the annals of church history. I have deliberately chose stories
that in a wordly sense are probably pretty unexciting, yet the are building
blocks of experience that helped me grow my faith. I hope to make these
generally applicable to you, so you can also be inspired to know how you can
grow your faith.
I. While serving in
the city of Ryazan, we had been teaching a great Uzbek named Sasha. He was a
Muslim, but really liked our message. My companion and I had been holding off
with hammering down the truth about the divinity of Jesus Christ (as you may
know, Muslims do not accept him as the Son of God and Redeemer of mankind).
Instead, we had been teaching him more about a modern prophet and the
restoration. Both me and my companion felt that we should do something more,
but we couldn’t figure out exactly how too. One day we had a lesson with him,
but before that we were showing a member a movie about Thomas S. Monson. As
President Henry B. Eyring was talking I thought about how great it was to have
the same calling to testify of Christ to all people. As soon as I finished that
thought, an impression came into my mind, as clear as if someone had said it,
in the form of a question: “Have you been doing all you could to testify of
Christ?” My immediate answer was yes… but then… with a little reflection, I
realized that I had not, since I had been so hesitant to boldly testify of Christ to Sasha. I instantly made up my mind,
talked to my companion, and we decided to show Sasha the movie “Finding Faith
in Christ” and have a lesson with him about Jesus Christ. I was nervous during
the whole movie, but once we were done, Sasha had tears in his eyes. We asked
him what he thought, and he asked: “When Jesus was in garden, he was suffering
for me, for my sins?” We answered yes and a profound, yet sweet silence filled
the room, as Sasha’s testimony of Jesus Christ suddenly grew by the power of
the spirit. The Pauline scripture comes to mind: “For I am not aashamed of
the bgospel of
Christ: for it is thecpower of God
unto dsalvation to
every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. For therein
is the arighteousness of
God revealed bfrom faith
to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by cfaith.” Romans 1:
16-17. Brothers and Sisters, every time we testify boldly of Christ, our faith
grows.
II. A few months
later I found myself lying on a couch in Moscow, sicker than I ever had been in
my life. The day had started out normally, but when we went over to a fellow
companionships apartment to eat dinner before a contacting activity, I had
become terribly ill. It seemed to me that all of my bodily systems had a failed
at once, and I’ll spare you the in depth details, but things weren’t going
well. I felt prompted to ask my the other Elders to give me a blessing, and
asked my good friend Elder Olsen to be voice. As he prayed he mentioned that
for some reason it was important for me to go home that night, instead of just
sleep over at their apartment. After the blessing was over I very slowly got
up, and walked home, nearly passing out along the way. Somehow I made it, and
was unable to leave my apartment for the next week. I have long sense puzzled
over why Elder Olsen felt inspired to declare that it was important for me to
go home. I think, because it was a trial of my faith in the priesthood. I
cannot claim anything like angels holding my up on my way home, but I felt a
very literal application of this Isaiah scripture: “ But they that await upon the Lord shall brenew their cstrength; they
shall mount up with wings as deagles; they
shall erun, and not be
weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” Brothers and
Sisters, when we rely on God and his restored priesthood, our faith grows.
Now before I mention my last experience, a though. I have
yet to find an adequate way to summarize my mission. I will not pretend to be
able to see all the results of this mission now, but I know that with time I
will be able to understand with more depth the impact this mission has had on
my life. That being said, I know I won’t be able to fully comprehend it until I
pass from this life into the next and see with perfect vision the eternal
effect that God has had on the people of Russia through an imperfect and
foolish servant like me. I will not know until then but for now my testimony
and my faith are the obvious results and these all came from experiences like
the one I had one cold morning in a very small and very cold town.
Things were going terribly. Everything that could go wrong
had gone wrong. My companion and I had nowhere to turn and absolutely no idea
what to do. I had never felt so alone and desperate in my life. This morning,
during scripture study I read this verse in the Doctrine and Covenants:
“For I am the Lord thy God, and will be awith thee even
unto the bend of
the world, and through all eternity; for verily I csealupon
you your dexaltation,
and prepare a throne for you in the kingdom of my Father, with Abraham
your efather.”
DC 132:49
I can still feel a glimmer of the Spirit I felt that day and
I can still imagine in my minds eye what I imagined that day. I can imagine
myself, walking along on a cold and lonely path at the very end of the world
with the forces of darkness seemingly surrounding me and me desperately wanting
to give up and stop walking. And I can imagine Jesus Christ, my brother and my
Savoir walking up behind my and putting his arm around me. I can imagine him
looking me in my eyes and saying:
“Zachery why are you worried? Why do you want to quit? Don’t
you know that I died for you and have always been here for you? I am Jesus
Christ, I am your Savoir and Redeemer. I died for you personally, I know you
better than you know yourself. I know your trials, and your fears and your pains,
and I know how to help you. Do not quit! Do not give up! I will always be here
for you, I will always help you. The whole Earth may forsake you but I will
never leave you. I love you and I want you to be happy, and as long as you keep
walking, I will be with you from now on even to the very ends of eternity and
the blazing throne of our Father..”
From these and other experiences I have the faith, and I can
say, with absolute surety that I know that God lives, that he is a God of miracles, and that he answers prayers, often times through other people. I know that Jesus Christ is our Savior and that he likewise loves us more than we can know. I know that the Atonement is real. It is not an abstract concept, it is not a theory, it is a real power that we can experience. I know that God cared enough about us to get involved in the world once again and restore this church. I know that Joseph Smith was a prophet and that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. There is hope and that hope is Jesus Christ and I say this things in his Holy name.. Amen.
Thanks for reading.
As Always,
Zachery Brasier
Thanks for reading.
As Always,
Zachery Brasier